grumbly.
SUM FUCKED UP ASSHOLE WITH HIS FUCKED UP ATTITUDE FUGLY FACE N TWISTED MINDSET DESERVES A SLAP IN HIS FACE N A GIFT OF SCREWS ARRANGED IN A "U".
I.M.SO.GONNA.KILL.U.
leave my frens out of ur endeavours.
on a lighter note. these few days were ok. yea the results really caused bouts of depression now n then. but ya. u know. i passed lep paper 2. 68. like. thank heavens. but ya i flunked paper one. grumbles. but ya. o yayayaya. i got 18 for cha guan do u know how darn happy im. its like u know finally u like see that u can do it. sob sob sob. ok. its like i've been wanting to burst out in tears for no god damn reason these few days. o wells. anyways. im still irritated n disturbed by wad sumone told me. as in. how can he eva do dat to me. like. wheres his brains??? dun u know wad u say aint juz affecting me, its gonna hurt my fren too, u asshole. going ard spoiling my name n SOMEONE ELSES NAME. its like. im no wrecker, boy. get ur facts rite. n bloody hell stay away frm me. coz im not gonna acknowledge ur presence eva again. like heck. u. r the first one who has really pissed me off so so so so darn much. i will remember. every lil darn thing u guys did that hurt me so. and i believe in karma. so juz shuddup go away n get a life. argh! im so darn irritated. dun kill me. KILL HIM. thank u.
and after all the vulgarities i spilled. n after my vulgarity filled msn chat with brite shoes. i feel evil. but ya. mayb i am evil. grumbles grumbles.
one day mr fooktard was v bored. so he decided to list his fav things. :)
hur hur hur hur.
im getting freaked out by the upcoming MAJOR exams. hai.
rahhhh
1:51 PM
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Beautiful Disaster.
He drowns in his dreamsAn exquisite extreme I know
He's as dumb as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right
Oh when I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magical myth
As strong as with I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight
Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long
He's soft to the touch
But afraid at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still leaves more than I can take
Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
rahhhh
2:04 AM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
wombat
i juz saw this darn cute animal on animal planet. plus. it has a darn cute name. WOMBAT. like hahahahahaha. so cute la.its like this mixture of a bear n a pig n a rabbit. haz.
positively CUTE.
:)
okok. im currently addicted to the 眷恋 song by FIR. eh. but i aint gonna sing that till im 60 ok. haz. :P
把爱深埋在记忆中
分开是谁说没什么
最难的决定是放手
眼中的落寞
说的都是我的错
当你笑着挥挥手
你的沉默我懂
请别说爱我
推我向晴天
最温暖的天空
却换了季节
在绝望的面前
洒落一地心碎
就算是伤悲
我不想太狼狈
请别说爱我
别许下心愿
下一秒钟出现
你给的纪念
风吹过的思念
曾有过的眷恋
哭红了双眼
再让我心痛一天
不能覆盖的痛
深埋在记忆中
rahhhh
5:32 PM
life as we know it.
hur hur hur.
drools.
i think shes totally hot.
hur hur hur.
i feel like a hua chi.
rahhhh
12:57 PM
Friday, September 22, 2006
the way u look at me.
i like frenster. reminds me bout everyones bday since miss i-cant-remember-birthdays here erm ya juz doesnt remember bdays. haiya. prelims. were. juz horrible. as in. i dunno. i really dunno. i studied the right things for chinese. i really wanna pass. :( i hope i do. then econs. erm. juz kill me. lit was like. hardly finished. and ya i juz wanna sulk cry n die. but ya. i cant. so i guess i juz havta go on with this horrendous life of mine. which wasnt supposed ta b horrendous. due to a certain felix. hahahahaha. o ya the new prison break show is nice. like. woah. nice.o wells. off ta shop a bit with qi n rach. hopefully i see a bag i like. i dun want my leather bag ta break and die on me before i get a new one. the thing is i juz dun want it ta break. eh makes no sense. haiya. okokokok. good-da-bye lovely ppl. and may everyone enjoy a few days of good rest before sch starts again. god bless us. each n everyone.
melts.
My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side
But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side
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rahhhh
11:10 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
thats when i love you.
when you have to look awaywhen you don't have much to say
thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
to hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk, with two left feet
thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
and when you're mad 'cause you lost the game
forget i'm waiting in the rain
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
when you turn to hide your eyes
'cause the movie made you cry
thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
and when you can't quite match your clothes
or when you laugh at your own jokes
thats when I love you
I love you, more than you know
and when you forget that we had a date
or that look you give when you show up late
baby I love you
I love you anyway
'cause heres my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
thats when I love you
when nothing you do can change my mind
the more I learn
the more I love
the more my heart can't get enough
thats when I love you
when I love you no matter what
rahhhh
10:17 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
and so begins my days of numbness,
ok. i think i betta clarify.as in.
the housewife thing is more of a joke then real.
u know.
as in.
ya.
i wldnt mind but ya. haz. its more of like a shui kou shuo shuo thing.
haz.
ok.
and so. i din do my paper today. i ended up buying 6 eclairs for the ppl in gp class.
o ya. and then it was tryin on prom dresses.
which made me face my baba-ness.
ok. ppl. will. not believe. it. when i say im chubby.
so pls ask qi n rach.
argh. i shld hav gotten that halter. like ya. u knw there was this darn nice dress we saw weeks ago. n all because the salesgirl was a total bitch n ignored us. i decided not to even try. n now im regrettin it. sumone kill me pls. okokokok. but as rach said prom is still far to go. juz dat. the dress was only 60 bucks mind u. thats like cheap. for u know. a freakign dress. thoguh ya i wil prob wear it like ONCE. ok mayb A FEW TIMES. but ya. o wells.
haz.
yes. jiu. v. ba-ba ok. like i only hav slim legs. n. DATS IT.
thus. tube dresses r so out for me. which made me feel like sobbing my way home.
ok but i din. n i got a nice top. HOHO. not a prom one la. but ya. a nice top. which makes me feel like going out to get nice bottoms for it. hahahaha.
ok. shopping jiu v endless ok.
rah. i cant help it. i still wanna buy my shoes n stuff. ok. prelims cuming. i shld snap outta it.
i wonder how it is i find time to rant everyday bout the most insignificant things eva. and ya. its so darn superficial n i know it. but. argh. im juz irritating la ok.
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
well mayb not the very best. but it was all sweet. which reminds me. who aint sweet to their gfs. haz. ok. dumb. o well-ness. its been long. a bit too long. and so. i will find better. the bestest bestest. ahahaha. :) n to quote dearest leelee. i deserve better. haz.
rahhhh
4:31 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
so what.
they sayhe do a little this
he do a little that
he always in trouble(and i heard)
hes nuthin but a pimp
hes got a lot of chicks
hes always in the club(and they say)
he think he slick
he's got a lot of chips
he's so messed up(and i heard)
he's been locked up
find somebody else
he aint nuthin but a thug
so what
the other song that plays in my head like. over n over n over again.
and i want golden retrievers tooooo. i wldnt mind a husky also. :)
a da xiang wld be the best. haz.
rahhhh
10:15 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
no me ames.
im seriously addicted to Rihanna's unfaithful song.it plays continuously in my head ok. n on my mp3. n on the comp.
Our love ... his trust
I might as well take a gun
And put it to his head
Get it over with
the weirdest thing is. this few lines captivate me the most.
like erm. v violent i know.
not sooo looking forward to the mock gp thing on mon. as in. mr gp tution teacher is sooooo good (intellectually) that i feel so darn brainless infront of him. considering how i write tons of incoherent stuff.
argh. kill me please.
HAZ. i tot this looked pretty amusing.
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the king of the house.
my mum calls him mon mon.
like eww. as in. u know. a middle aged woman coo-ing mon mon sounds so wrong. hahaha. okok but i call him pig pig anyways.
rahhhh
7:36 PM
Friday, September 01, 2006
you say it best when u say nothing at all.
oky. now besides my addiction to eclairs n milk tea. i think i havta curb my peach tart intake AS WELL.its juz dat hans is so darn near my place. and u know the peaches lok ultra tempting. n. its only a buck. cheap thrill. ok not thrill. but ya.
wad did one lil pig say to another lil pig.
ok random dao~~
就伤心多一天吧
ok im gettin emo. rahness.
ong.weiqi.pls.remember.ur.task.
o ya n i realised ppl will think im talkin but the guy ong weiqi. but im not. im talkin bout the one in class who is getting used to my witty lines so much that shes using em too. ON ME. keep it up darling. hahahah.
the. tc. blog. is. so. darn. amusing. hahahaha.
and sumhow or other as the blog song was playin i cld imagine gordon singin in his fake soprano voice n shaking his ass.... and den. i start laughin at the screen. hahahahahahahaha.
Some say it wasnt worth the things we went through
I say it aint worth losing you
I hope you know how much you've changed all our lives
Someday you'll see if only through heaven's eyes
and i dun want the no me ames remixed salsa version. but everytime i dl. its the freakin remixed one. I DUN WANT LIKE I.DUN.WANT.
cant i juz hav my nice ballad song in peace. GRUMBLES.
o ya. qi has a nice fren. HEAD SWELLS LIKE TEN TIMES THE SIZE AGAIN. hahahahaha/
sudden urge ta get an adidas jacket. ok random. i dunno. juz. ya.
o wells.
goodnews is. all i got frm yest shopping was my new mp3 which was horribly cheap plus my mp3 spoil ma. so got reason ok. hee. ya la. then i neva buy anything else la. v big accomplishment ya.
i think collarbones r sexy.
ok. shld.start.studying.good.bye.
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